Sunday, June 26, 2011

letter to Evan Wolfe

Evan,

I never met you. I never knew you. And, in fact, I never even had the opportunity to see you in person. Yet, I feel that, in the wake of tragedy, I ought to write to you – whether you have the ability to read my message in earthly form or not.
It deeply sobers me to consider that, by any other circumstances, I would be meeting you at Windy Gap in two months. We would shake hands and look each other in the eyes, both of us with the vaguely knowing smile shared between those introduced by a common trusted friend. We would go on to encounter each other in classes, the lunch line, and the grandstands during basketball games. There were memories and experiences lying directly ahead of us, seemingly inevitable, waiting to happen.
But now they won’t.
My life will likely glide seamlessly by, unobstructed by the harsh truth of mortality. Yet yours has met this truth and experienced it to the full extent of any human creation. My life has simply come. Your life has come, and it has gone.
However, Evan, I still plan to meet you soon – not as soon as originally planned, for our meeting has been delayed indefinitely – and I expect now to be introduced by the One to whom life and death answer. We will shake hands and look each other in the eyes, but on this meeting, we will see far deeper than can be seen in this place where I still reside. I anticipate with immeasurable fervor the vaguely knowing smile shared between those introduced by a common trusted Savior.

Sincerely,
Peter

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Stress.

A visitor lies underneath this skin, a parasite whose presence I revile.
On Sunday nights his work he must begin, and I, his doleful victim, must beguile.
This guest unwanted dwelleth not on sleep for energy to pester me by day;
instead he jeers me as the house I keep illuminated, time flying away.
While weekends grant us separation's air to smell, inhale, and treasure on our own,
this company will pleasur'bly ensnare my body and with blandishments atone.
With me this monster grew through childhood years a witness to my every nascent breath.
He's both my aspirations and my fears and mocks me with the latter 'til my death.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Stop and run

Stop to think to breathe a second
Ponder caref’lly, shout aloud
Lest we pass these lands, these fecund
Fields, these ports, this hallowed ground

Wait to watch to wonder slightly
Marvel, though the hours escape
Come prepared to impolitely
Mold this world a different shape

Live to die to conquer princes
Cherish likes that never love
Chase the soul who ne’er evinces
Clearly what brings push to shove

Speak to sing to whisper loudly
Acclimate to improvise
Train your will so you may proudly
Run the race; obtain the prize

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Mirror image

In the mirror, I see Gene
Deep within my naïve face
Darkish hair, and shaven clean
Hide an anxious mind at race
Overthinking second thoughts
Begging comrades to approve
Analyzing “ifs” and “oughts”
With the eyes that seldom move

On the window, I see Nick
Sheltered by my furrowed brow
Chasing life with actions quick
Striving to embrace “the now”
Tenant of a lonely place
Witness of the truths and lies
Found in bastions of disgrace
Or, perhaps, a dollar’s eyes

Under moonlight I see George
Ears closed tight, mouth open wide
Recitations carefully forged
Crafted to in hope confide
Struggling to discomfit conscience
Stone in heart, and gun in hand
Blinking twice, and without cautions
Livin' off the fat o' lan'

Sunday, April 24, 2011

anyone liked in a pretty face town

anyone liked in a pretty face town
(with up so clicking many page down)
like unlike friend unfriend
he posted his didn't he closed his did

Women and men(both little and small)
friended anyone not at all
they clicked their isn't they liked their same
smile frown heart face

children posted (but only a few
and down they forgot as up they viewed
friend unfriend like unlike)
that noone liked him more by more

when by now and chat by brief
she messaged his joy she deleted his grief
face by photo and link by view
anyone's any was liked by her

someones friended their everyones
laughed their comments, and liked their dance
(sleep close open and then)they
set their profiles they slept their theme

heart face smile frown
(and only the post can begin to explain
how children are apt to forget to comment
with up so clicking many page down)

one day anyone unfriended i guess
(and noone stopped to like his page)
busy folk messaged them side by side
status by status and note by note

add by add and creep by creep
and more by more they chat til sleep
noone and anyone earth by video
wish by question and if by yes.

Women and men (both hick and hike)
unlike friend unfriend like
watched their viewing and linked their came
smile frown heart face